im sad.
im disappointed.
im...
wanting to die.
need something alive.
im reaaally moody.
i want to play a piece and cry.
i want to listen to a song and cry.
i want to watch a movie and cry.
i want to read a story and cry.
i want to watch a video and cry.
i want to cry.
holidays are nothing.
not relaxing at all.
work all day.
in the afternoon i go for tuition,
i dont blame.
at night i have to go out and help.
almost everyday and my sister staying at home.
doing?
"got assignment lah."
yes. got.
but normally she finishes her assignment...
not the time she's at home.
she stays at home and watch movie, read story, listen music, blah.
me?
im at puchong.
making the f*cking bubble tea.
waddaf*ck.
i absof*ckinglutely hate bubble okay.
and my dad.
urgh.
f*ck him.
i need to relax.
i can do that.
why am i helping out there?
because im a good girl?
no.
because i have no choice,
and no stupid excuse to stay at home and relax.
im moody always and ever.
daily routine:
wake up almost 1,
2 something go tuition,
5 something finish tuition,
dabao makan,
go home eat,
bath,
go out puchong,
almost 1 something come back,
play computer,
almost 3 something sleep.
same thing over and over again.
ps: at puchong will be very f*cking sticky.
yuck.
i hate it there.
damn f*cking boring.
i hate my life okay.
need a better life!
i wanna kill people.
im daaaaaaaamn fucking moody today.
thanks to dad.
:* f3

Labels: Boredom