mainly,
i changed my blog skin because the one before isnt gay enough.
but is not gay also,
but that was not what i want anymore.
at least i love giraffes.
i actually just cried.
because
my mom saw an emoticon by someone i was chatting with,
it was sex lah.
so its like.
the guy knocking girl thing.
so my mom saw.
and she started to scold.
scold scold scold.
she said i showed my face.
maybe i showed something
but i didnt wanna show what was shown to her
and what she thought it was.
she went like.
'i cannot ask about who you mix with la now?'
things like that.
because she pointed that the person is...
not supposed to be my friend i guess?
as in
she is a bad girl/he is a bad boy.
she is your age/he is your age and she knows these/he knows these.
and she asked
what kind of people you making friends with ah?
i was like..
dot dot dot, how to answer
and she started off dont show me your face.
you believe if i tell your father your computer will be gone?
i straight away WTF in my heart.
its just an emoticon?!
sai mm sai?!?!??!?!?!?!
and she went all like what kind of people i mix with and bla.
omg.
what the hell.
i didnt do anything wrong.
here comes my tears...
and she said you dont cry infront of me.
and bla bla bla scolding lah.

actually i just dont like the way she say
what kind of people you making friends with.
like.
WHAT THE HELL?
i know them well and i know myself well.
i know what im doing and i know my brain is not rosak.
and she/he is NICE.
what the hell.
i dunno how to explain to her.
and she said i showed my face.
not that im complaining,
but i seriously didnt wanna show what was seen.
omg.
i was thinking how to huraikan itu orang.
haih.
sudahlah.
i cried at least.
good thing?
yay me.
happy chinese new year,
say hi to bubble tea
bye to angpaus and gambles.

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