whyyyy
does the sun
goes on shining
dont they know
its the end of the world!

random much,
yes.
its new year.
i have been working
havent been visiting and havent been getting angpows.
if i go and get angpow like normal
i will get alooot
cause alot of my cousins marry already
so
know also get
dunno also get
why got dunno leh?
cos my mom side got DAMALOT of siblings
and they got DAMALOT of children
and they DAMEARLY get married
so,
i will GET ANGPOW loh
its the chinese new year procedure.
it has to be like that
but unfortunately these two years im not getting angpow
cos of this business
i have to help ._.
so macam ni
and now i am staying at home doing nothing and talking to myself (blogging)
i watched drama
watched shows
watched movie
read novels
read manga
still
IM BORED
not ym first time complaining about new year,
not getting to see my cousins and their cute children
not getting ALOTOFANGPOW from them
zzz
and is it me or its just every normal teenager at my age doesnt obey
'the new year rules'
one big thing is cannot speak and cant even think vulgar.
i notice alot of young people
including me duh
and including my OLD sister
yes she's old.
they all also say bad words on first day.
weird lah.
just for the first day also beh tahan meh?!
one day never say bad word wont kill you la ._.
guess what.
IM DOING KARANGAN.
ON A NEW YEAR DAY
WTF MAN
i know
cause i am kinda too bored
seriously. (accent)
and my 'study room'
where all my books and where my computer is
IS DAMUNTIDY!
seriously
maybe its me
yeah
but normally we blame our sister.
its like.
very
aih.
and WASAI
my hair can tie edi
not that im keeping it long
but it can tie edi
and i need new sodagreen
where is the autumn album!?
aaih x3
my only hope for this year's birthday is that people gimme album.
album mcm Tanya Chua and Vitas Lu 8)
i really want their latest album.
but normally nobody remembers my birthday so i guess i'll have to wait until the day you walk in the air.
THEN people would remember my birthday.
my wishes for this year is
distinction for grade 8 practical.
muahahahhahaa.
thats abit too greedy
merit loh.
but pass i oso hapi la.
life's getting boring day by day living in this house with this family going to this school seeing these people.
EVERYDAY SERIOUSLY.
boring lah
i wanna drive
so i can go to places myself
dont have to go with them
grsh
so lifes like that.
im kinda hungry now.
im going to get the disgusting potato salad that i kinda purposely made for my sister
which she NEVER EVEN TOUCHED IT
to eat.
goodbye.
dearimasu.