i guess.
form four life is all about homework.
alot of homework
even though i copy 70%
but thats not the point y'know.
im bleaching the board cloth.
why?
cause my assistant monitor implied that they dont really like the board colour
cause they suggested that we colour some white paper
and change it
the minute they tell me im like -.-
why they cannot tell me earlier?
tell me before i buy the cloth ma ==
i've gone so frustrated for the background colour that time
and now they tell me they wanna change after i buy
its like
你玩野啊细路!
你早唔讲迟唔讲
而家先来讲
im like.
erhhh.
o...kaaaaayy......
so the conversation ends here.
cause the fucking cloth costs 38++
whoops i said fuck.
who cares.
i buy so expensive now they come and tell me they wanna simply use some white paper and just colour something
waliao
u say i dulan onot?
see i cursed another word.
haih.
cause i've been a good girl since form 2
i feeel like a bad girl
:x
NOT
but i not so 'what' lah
cause got people say we copy also ma
so i was thinking we change it also lah
but
THEY CAN TELL ME BEFORE THE THING IS UP RIGHT?
nevermind
i dont wanna waste the 38++ clothsssss
so im bleaching them
lets hope things go well
and they wont complain anymore
and i dont wanna let them do everything
cause
讲到底我都系负责board
so
yah.
i just hope you can tell me a little earlier next time?
all your ideas
before i actually start doing the stuff.
haih.
please lah i beg you.
and next year too.
dont blabber after the board is on.
zzz
give me some ideas BEFORE i start work.
seriously quite pissed.
zzz

next thing is.
new year's nearby
we'll be in malacca.
YES
NEW YEAR = HOT WEATHER
MALACCA = HOT WEATHER
NEW YEAR @ MALACCA = SUPER DUPER SIBEH KAOLAT HOT WEATHER!
how to jalan jonker ohhhh -.-
AND I WANT THAT BAG
i dont care
i want that bag
so its like
ALL ALSO NEW BAJU
ALL ALSO SO THICK
WALIAO
KILL ME PLEASE!
but malacca is fun lah
but
KILL ME PLEASE
I WANNA DUNK MYSELF IN ICE WATER!
get the idea?
(miss nicolle lai lol)
yeah i think this year's new year will be like that.
every day spend money on ice cream and ice cream and ice cream only
go there jalan everyday eat ice cream
at night also eat ice cream
wakao
can imagine lah.
people new year eat special
my new year only eat ice cream
waliao
not so good leh.
and ah.
we not staying near jonker.
thats one sad thing.
SO MUST BRING SUN BLOCK
OMG LATER I GO BACK SCHOOL MY FRIENDS CANNOT RECOGNISE ME
lol
highness.
we staying 2 nights.
i think me and my sis are staying 3 nights
we go back to pj with my cousin
should be la.
and so need to charge up my mp3's battery.
uh huh
and need sun block for my face!
cause my sunglasses so big hor
then later got the shape there
omg i can imagine!
sob my face.
and
i dont think there will be any gambling
which is something im gonna miss.
thats sad you know.
new year ah.
must gamble abit one laaah.
sad loh.
i wanna go to that side punya place and get angpow then gamble
its the feeling lah.
i dont understand my mom and sis lah
they so annoying
its new year lah weih.
dont have to go everyday you know.
its a family thing
go for one day la!
i wanna meet my cousins ==
o0o
its only once a year
not calling you guys to go every day
can just leave us there la
for one day
no.
leave ME
zzz
JUST ONE DAY IS ENOUGH
zzz
its like
we can do stuff together you know.
its only once a year.
wont kill you like that.
they two like going to die liddat
zzz
kj will fuss alot
i really miss watching crayon shin chan together on new years.
at least do something during new year together lah,
us cousins
even though i dont think my cousins will include us in their activities
but
its still nice to have something on
everybody together
its new year lah.
zzz
im not talking about all the alcohol and all the red stuff.
its the new year thing
haih.
dunno how to explain too much
but i think i explain alot already
and one thing i really miss is fire crackers
haih.
its like everybody's growing up already lah.
before i GROW UP FULLY
i wanna live a fuller life
my life already very kosong
its like.
my circle of life already the diameter already 3 cm only
now cut one more cm
left 2 cm only
okay not funny
but something liddat
so we're spending our new year at malacca.
yay me -.-
i really hope that this time we can go to see the live bands
and go to try that tea cafe
that sells tea
DUH.
and i need to buy some souveneirs.
i buy for
ee wen
li hui
eelaine
felicia
peifern
joanna
er.
jamie
seven people.
yup yup.
okay la include debs and anngie
9 people.
yah
nine
sepoloh
okay
next.


there's a new guy in my class
actually to sum up there are 4 guys
but this guy must say cause i know him
he's from puay chai
my MU SIAW.
with beautiful toilets now and awesome airconds.
he's Sean
i think that's the way you spell his name.
er.
he got 51 over 67 for add maths test without us informing
that on the day he come to our class itself have add maths test
highest in class
say waliao.
'WALIAO'
good
yah
its kinda weird la
i think its me
i dont know how to mix with new people.
yah.
so liddat loh.


this year's angpow will be less.
haih.
me and my sad life.
i wanna eat bread.
i miss them lah.
deborah and anngie
i miss our days.
):
whatever
i dunno what to say
i feel so speechless and so tired.
someone help me.
I NEED A BOYFRIEND LOL.
whatever
emotional unstabil ah me.
o0o
bye.