swollen eyes ; stress.
Friday, March 5, 2010 @ 9:21 PM
stress. tau apa tu stress?
i very stress now.
got grade 8 practical
chemistry dont understand
physics dont understand
having some problems at accounts
i think i carrying alot of stuff in my head
later i become shorter some more
i have one question la.
can you all dont scold ornot?
makes both yours and my life miserable
cried.
yes i know its like drama
i know miss cheong already very nice
but the chemistry and physics teachers are not nice.
we just started this new thing two months ago.
you want us to know everything
we dono
u scold.
you got wrong onot oh?
forget already we are new?
and diu lei,
you dont come and tell us
'this is the basic
if you cannot understand this
how you gonna take your SPM oh?'
walao. we dono u teach la
don need to hurt us like that.
you suppose to encourage us to study
not tell us to give up
yes im talking about you puan chin.
far-q.
and you.
far-q too.
you think only you work?
everyday see your face like i owe you 123741253678436596893284962137641623827473658734500000000 liddat
I NEVER OWE YOU.
and the work
we're just doing it because we need a living
not WE WANT TO.
so you dont come and show your fucking face to us
we didnt do this
we didnt do that
WE HAVE OUR OWN WORK.
I HAVE HOMEWORK
KJ HAS HOMEWORK
MOM HAS TO FETCH US AND DO YOUR WORK
YOU?
WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING?
EAT AT 3AM IN THE MORNING
SMOKE AT LEAST 6 A DAY
think we dono
we are not stupid.
puhleez
even though i kinda hope that you ___
but if you ___ how about us?
fucker dont only think about yourself.
and we have our own problems
we stress too
DONT GIVE US MORE STRESS
i seriously am tired of this life.
why did i choose to come to you?
even though everything has the reason
i seriously hate my life now.
can you please?
everyday my good mood 99% ruined by you.
YES YOU.
so tired.
your own work pleasesendiri buat.
and you didnt marry and have children TO HELP YOU DO WORK
and the minute you marry youre suppose to think about financial problems
did you?
i seriously dont know what is in your mind
we dont need to study, dont need to learn extra stuff
fuck, next time sell bubble tea like you ah?
o0o i dont want to.
i dont know why did you marry
but since you already did
PLEASE TAKE RESPONSIBLE
PLEASE GIVE US A BETTER LIFE
AND NOT NO NEED TO GIVE THEM SO MUCH
IS LET US LIVE A BETTER LIFE
o0o
and you and your smoking
mommy so worried you know meh?
everyday say this say that
like you so the lan yeng liddat
your fucking frens say you go eat shit got vitamin c you also eat one la
tell you this tell you that
wasting saliva.
i dont know.
im very tired
seriously
you and your attitude.
i dont know why are you making us suffer like that
very fun meh?
i hate you you know.
i think you are the most useless
and you fail to be the leader of our family.
YOU FAIL.
i am so...speechless.
i hope i grow faster.
but its not that good to grow up either.
好矛盾
好烦
好想大哭一场
好想有个好点的依靠
干你
去你
ma de.
i released 20%.
i still have 80% inside me.
waiting for holidays.
haih.